Chapter 37

 I walked back to the hotel

Thinking maybe I was wrong about giving him a chance and falling in love

I never knew that love hurts that much

Yes I was hurt

I knew he tried keeping her away

But he didn’t follow me

He stayed there with her

Maybe he still loves her?

Or maybe he just still have something for her but not love?

But no he wasn’t looking at her the same way he looks at me

I just need someone to talk to

I miss juju

My mum and dad

My brothers and sister

I miss my family

I wanna go back home

I reached the hotel and took out my phone and bbmed juju

Me: hey juuuj you’re at home??

Juju: yes babe whats wrong??

Me: wait I’ll call you I need to talk to someone

Juju: sure

I called her and told her everything w 6ab3an I cried w sawait drama

Juju: wow 3afoor you love him?

Me: ma3arf juju itha I love him wla I just like him

Juju: if you just like him you wont be crying now

Me: ok fine I love him .. yes I do and it hurts ina after loving him a3arf all this shit about him

Juju: did you try talking to him about your feelings?

Me: no juju I cant go tell him oh hey 5alid I love you and I feel jealous and hurt after what I heard !!!

…: 5alid loves you too

Me: shit juju I’ll call you back bye

5alid’s P.O.V

I waited for 15 minutes and then knew that she wont come back

So I just payed and left the restaurant

I went back to the hotel but when I reached I had call from work

After ending my call I went to the room

She was talking on the phone

Afra: no juju I cant go tell him oh hey 5alid I love you and I feel jealous and hurt after what I heard !!!

Me: 5alid loves you too

She wiped her tears away and ran to the bathroom

But before closing the door I held it

Me: lain mta batshrdeen?

Afra: I’m not bs baseer atsaba7

Me: inzain gabl la you go ta3aly

I held her hand and walked her with me to the couch

Me: awal shay ana asf 3ala everything .. w my past is my past .. its stuff that I did before knowing you .. ma ystwy tz3leen mny 3ashan something I did in my past .. you’re my present and future now if I do something tgdreen it7asbeeny

Afra: I know ma ystwy a7asbk .. bs maybe its jealousy? Maybe jealousy causes pain?

Me: I love you 3afra

She turned red w nazlat ras’ha

I just kissed her head

Rfa3t ras’ha and just kissed her lips

I missed them

I missed their taste

I miss her taste

I stopped and just hugged her

I miss having her close

Me: mb yo3ana?

Afra: la I’m fine

Me: akeed?

Afra: yes lets watch a movie

Me: ok bs horror !!

Afra: noooo a5aaaf

Me: maba achoof il stupid movies ila kla drama..

Afra: uff ok fine bs itha 5ft I’ll turn it off !!!

Me: ok fine yalla go get my laptop

Afra: 7ad galk I’m your maid ?

Me: 7aywanaaa move!!!

Afra: ma7ad 7aywan ‘3airk

Me: ok bayeeb il laptop w you go get the snacks mn il kitchen

Afra: ok fine bakoon 6ayba shway

I just love having my afra back

The fun 3afra

Youm ayls wyaha I can be myself