Chapter 37

 I walked back to the hotel

Thinking maybe I was wrong about giving him a chance and falling in love

I never knew that love hurts that much

Yes I was hurt

I knew he tried keeping her away

But he didn’t follow me

He stayed there with her

Maybe he still loves her?

Or maybe he just still have something for her but not love?

But no he wasn’t looking at her the same way he looks at me

I just need someone to talk to

I miss juju

My mum and dad

My brothers and sister

I miss my family

I wanna go back home

I reached the hotel and took out my phone and bbmed juju

Me: hey juuuj you’re at home??

Juju: yes babe whats wrong??

Me: wait I’ll call you I need to talk to someone

Juju: sure

I called her and told her everything w 6ab3an I cried w sawait drama

Juju: wow 3afoor you love him?

Me: ma3arf juju itha I love him wla I just like him

Juju: if you just like him you wont be crying now

Me: ok fine I love him .. yes I do and it hurts ina after loving him a3arf all this shit about him

Juju: did you try talking to him about your feelings?

Me: no juju I cant go tell him oh hey 5alid I love you and I feel jealous and hurt after what I heard !!!

…: 5alid loves you too

Me: shit juju I’ll call you back bye

5alid’s P.O.V

I waited for 15 minutes and then knew that she wont come back

So I just payed and left the restaurant

I went back to the hotel but when I reached I had call from work

After ending my call I went to the room

She was talking on the phone

Afra: no juju I cant go tell him oh hey 5alid I love you and I feel jealous and hurt after what I heard !!!

Me: 5alid loves you too

She wiped her tears away and ran to the bathroom

But before closing the door I held it

Me: lain mta batshrdeen?

Afra: I’m not bs baseer atsaba7

Me: inzain gabl la you go ta3aly

I held her hand and walked her with me to the couch

Me: awal shay ana asf 3ala everything .. w my past is my past .. its stuff that I did before knowing you .. ma ystwy tz3leen mny 3ashan something I did in my past .. you’re my present and future now if I do something tgdreen it7asbeeny

Afra: I know ma ystwy a7asbk .. bs maybe its jealousy? Maybe jealousy causes pain?

Me: I love you 3afra

She turned red w nazlat ras’ha

I just kissed her head

Rfa3t ras’ha and just kissed her lips

I missed them

I missed their taste

I miss her taste

I stopped and just hugged her

I miss having her close

Me: mb yo3ana?

Afra: la I’m fine

Me: akeed?

Afra: yes lets watch a movie

Me: ok bs horror !!

Afra: noooo a5aaaf

Me: maba achoof il stupid movies ila kla drama..

Afra: uff ok fine bs itha 5ft I’ll turn it off !!!

Me: ok fine yalla go get my laptop

Afra: 7ad galk I’m your maid ?

Me: 7aywanaaa move!!!

Afra: ma7ad 7aywan ‘3airk

Me: ok bayeeb il laptop w you go get the snacks mn il kitchen

Afra: ok fine bakoon 6ayba shway

I just love having my afra back

The fun 3afra

Youm ayls wyaha I can be myself

Chapter 36

After checking in

We went to our suite

Me: 3afraa

She just turned around without saying anything

Me: can we talk?

3afra: sure what’s wrong ? feek shay ?

Me: about yesterday ummm traa its all before we got married

3afra: what’s before we got married?

Me: 3afraa you know what I mean !!

3afra: yaa about u kissing girls w hal 5arabee6 ? la la 3ady 6af sho ya3ny we’re friends 3ady

Me: sho ila 6af? Sho ila friends?

3afra:  ya tra we’re friends mastwa shay baina so you can do what ever you want 3ady

Me: walla ?

3afra: ya do what ever you want I don’t care

Me: itha you don’t care laish you cried? Laish injra7ty ? laish chy 7altch now? 3afra laish itkabreen? Laish ma tbain t3trfain inch 7abaiteeny mthl ma 7abaitch? Traa walla afham w a7s feeech!!

3afra: tbany a3trf? Ok fine 5alid haih 7abaitk !! yes I enjoy my time with you bs 76 3mrk mkany ? you get forced to marrying a stranger ? you fall for him !! and after having your first kiss tktshf ina this person kissed someone before you? Lw inta bdaly sho batsawy?

Ma gdart ard 3alaiha

She was right

Kan il mafroo’9 agoolha everything without skipping the kissing part

Ufff ma3arf sho asawy

Me: ana asf kan il mafroo’9 a5abrch

3afra: 5ala9 its fine 3ady I go change for bed?

Me: ya sure

I changed in the bedroom while she changed in the bathroom

She came out wearing a black silk short sleeping dress

She didn’t talk just walked to her side of the bed

Me: ma tbain takleen shay?

3afra: la bs aba argd ta3bana

Me: bs 3afoor ma ystwy chy ma takleen lanch za3lana mny  

3afra: 5alid ana mb za3lana mnk I’m just tired

She looked pale

7a6ait eedy 3ala ras’ha and it was hot

Me: 3afoor feech 7ma ayeeblch doctor?

3afra: no I’ll sleep w inshallah I’ll get better by the morning

5alait’ha 3ala ra7at’ha

I just kept playing with her hair

And she felt a sleep

I kept looking at her face until I slept

Waking up and not finding her next to me scared me

I searched for her but didn’t find her

I tried calling her

But her phone was at home

Ufff

Where did she go

I called the reception to ask when did she leave

And they told me at 7:30 !!

And its 10 o’clock now!!!

I checked her blackberry if she talked to someone telling them where’s she going

But nothing

Minutes later sharfat 3afra

Me: wain knty?!!

3afra: srt itmashait then srt il supermarket

Me: w ila yseer il supermarket yrd bdoon ma yshtry shay?

She just ignored me w walked to the bedroom

Me: 3afra youm aramsch ma ta36eeny ‘6harch w tmsheen

3afra: ok inta tba t’9arab 3ala maw’9oo3 ma ystahal w ana 3an nafsy maba a3awr rasy

Me: sho hal isloob 3afra??

The bellrang

3afra: go open the door I guess there is something you wanna see

I opened the door to see the man holding the supermarket bags

I asked him to keep them in the kitchen and he left

I walked back to the room bs 3afra wasn’t there

She was taking a shower

Afra’s P.O.V

After taking a shower I dressed up and decided to go shopping

I left the room to find 5alid sitting on the couch watching tv

5alid: wain sayra?

Me: shopping

5alid: ok wait bayee wyach

Me: mb chana we came here cause you have work?

5alid: yes 3ndy bachr not today

Me: ok fine you can join

5alid: dgayg bs I’ll change

He ran to the room chana yahl

I sat on the couch waiting for him

It only took him 2 minutes to change

He came out looking hot as usual

5alid: yalla lets go

We took a cab to harrods

And started shopping

Il 7amdillah this time he didn’t nag about me buying useless things

‘3ma’9ny shway he was carrying all the bags so I decided to shop for him

After 4 hours of shopping

5alid: 3afoor stop !! I need food

Me: ok fine lets go eat

We went to the restaurant and ordered

While waiting for our food

A young bitchy kind of girl walked to our table

Girl: omg 5aloooodii !!!  maa a9aadg !!! after 2 years achoofk!! W in london !!

5alid got nervous and didn’t know what to do

5alid: oh hala 3nood

3nood: you look hotter than gabl !! sh5baark !!

Wtf !!

Haay sho !!

Ma tst7y it’3azl rayly w ana yalsa

5alid: umm.. il 7amdillah ana b5air .. oh haih 3nood hay 3afra 7rmty .. 3afra this is an old friend 3nood

3nood: I was more than a friend 7abeeby ..

Ok now she’s getting on my nerves !!

Wth!! Ma tst7y !!!

I didn’t want to start a fight

So I just excused myself

Me: umm.. I’ll leave you two baseer shway w bard

5alid: la latseeren 5alch now bayeeboon il akl

3nood: ya you can go we have a lot to catch up

I just left them and didn’t come back