Chapter 35

I'm so sorry for talking a very long time

I had many things going 

sorry again

and enjoy 

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I went to my seat and got the panadol out of my bag and went back to give him

And got him water out of the mini bar

And went back to my seat

HELLO PARIS!!!

Paris was fun

We enjoyed our time

But 5alid and I were living just as friends

 The second week we went to Italy

Then to bora bora

I ejoyed every minute

On our last day in bora bora

I was packing

5alid: 3afoor

Me: hala?

5alid: ummm ta3aly ylsy 3ndy abach shway

I jumped on the bed and sat beside him

Me: whats wrong?

5alid: ummm ma banrd dubai

Me: what ?? then where are we going?

5alid: London .. 3ndy work.. walla sorry … bs ya3ny itha tbain itrdeen 3ashan your family 3ady ba7jzlch youm noo9al London

Me: no fine I’ll enjoy my time in London since I have no uni ( I stopped the course)

5alid: akeed?

Me: yaa.. inzain inta laish za3lan?

5alid: cause f London ma bayls wyach chy kla work w youll be alone

Me: don’t worry I’ll find something to do

5alid: ok

Then suddenly I just started laughing

Cause he had this sad puppy face 

5alid: laish t’97keen? Sho y’9a7k  now?

Me: you look like a homeless dog  hahahaha

He threw a pillow on my face

I took the pillow and threw it back

And it turned into a pillow fight

And he came on top of me and starting tickling me

5alid’s P.O.V

Knt fogha

I was just looking at her face while she was laughing

I felt like everything stopped

And she stopped laughing

And for the first time

We looked deeply into each others eyes

I felt like something was pulling me towards her

This time she couldn’t run away

Or I guess she didn’t want to

I just kept on moving closer to her lips

When I was about to touch her lips

My phone rang

3afra: umm.. your phone

Me: this time I’m not letting you run away

And I touched her lips

For the first time

We kissed for minutes but it all seemed like a second

I didn’t want to stop but my phone rang again

I went to answer my phone and she just ran to the bathroom

Me: alooo

3amoor: il 7ub sh7alk?

Me: walla knt b5air

3amoor: afaa am I interrupting something?

Me: well yes bs 5ala9 3ady

3amoor: ana glt bora bora akeed you wont stay friends

Me: la walla we’re still the same

3amoor: then ya 7aywan sho ila I interrupted

Me: well nothing just the best first kiss!!!

3amoor: shit !! you kissed her !!

Me: agool 3moor ijlb wayhk ana il ‘3al6an ila yals agoolk

3amoor: laa 5alaaa9 tell me about it ? what do you feel when you do it bl 7alal?

3afra’s P.O.V

I went out of the bathroom

5alid was talking on the phone and I don’t think he realized that I’m out

I sat quietly and continued packing quietly

5alid: 3amoor wall achy ‘3air youm you kiss 7rmtk … ya3ny chy il sh3oor ykoon wayd ‘3air 3an il girlfriend …… ya3ny you know I kissed a lot bs ya3ny with 3afra it’s different … ya 7aywan mb million just 6 !! … inzain yalla salm 3al ahal .. bye

I couldn’t believe my ears

He kissed girls gably

That just made me feel disgusted

I felt like vomiting

My eyes began to tear

I just continued packing with my teary eyes

5alid: umm 3afoor mn mta inty hny?

I just couldn’t answer

I didn’t even turn to see his face

I felt him walking closer and closer until he was standing infront of me

5alid: 3afary

He sat infront of the bag

5alid: 3afra balach?

Me: nothing just let me pack bachr il 9b7 6ayaratna go sleep I’ll pack your stuff

5alid: inzain I’ll help you pack your stuff and then you help me with mine

Me: NO!!! leave my stuff alone and go sleep

5alid: umm inzain ana yo3an ba6lbly 3sha ma tbain?

Me: no bl 3afya

5alid: 3afra balach? Look at me

I just continued packing without looking at him

5alid’s P.O.V

Shit !! laykoon sm3aat !!!

Shit shit shit !!!

Rfa3t ras’ha w I saw tears in her eyes

Ma kanat itchoofny

She was looking the other way

Ma kanat tba itchoofny

Me: 3afary? Balach 7abeeby?

She didn’t talk

Just tears started falling from her beautiful eyes

I jumped to her side and hugged her

Me: hey hey hey what’s wrong? Laish it9ee7een?

She pushed me away

3afra: nothing bs ta3bana I’ll go sleep

She just took the couple of shirts that were out and threw them into her bag and walked to the bed

Layed down

And covered herself

I couldn’t move

I knew she heard me talking to 3amoor

I was thinking how to explain what happened to her

When I saw her walking to the bathroom

Me: 3afraa

3afra: baseer atsaba7 3ashan ma nt2a5ar il 9b7

I packed my stuff quickly and layed down

She came out with her eyes red

I knew that she was crying in the shower

She layed down beside me and gave me her back

I tried hugging her but she just pushed my hand away without saying anything

And then she started crying silently

I swear I could hear her cry

I slept on the sound of her heavy breaths from all the crying

 I opened my eyes to find her fixing my bag since she always complain about me throwing all my stuff in without organizing them

She was wearing her training suite ready to go

But she looked tired

Me: good morning

She just gave me a half smile

I could see that she was hurt and tired

She looked like she haven’t slept all night

I took a quick shower and changed my clothe

When I was done she was sleeping on the couch hugging a pillow

She looked so peaceful I didn’t want to wake her up

But I had to

Me: 3afary

She opened her eyes looking totally lost

Me: yalla 7abeeby lets go

I stood up and held her hand she just walked with me looking lost

I checked out and went to the airport

All the way to London she was quite and didn’t eat anything

All what she did is tear up and wipe her tears quickly

She tried hiding them from me but I saw it

I hate being the cause of her pain

I tried talking to her but I just couldn’t do it infront of people so I had to wait till we reach our hotel in London