I don’t
feel like moving ..
But I
have to go to the saloon
Lana
today my henna night
Il
7amdillah it’s just a small party at home
I got up
Took a
quick shower
And went
to the saloon
I just
curled my hair because I wanted to look different for tomorrow
And I’ll
put my own make up
Omw back
home I called juju and asoom to come and help me with stuff
Asoom
said that she’s coming
Juju said
that she’ll come when she’s done with the saloon
I reached
home and my mum told me that the henna lady will come at 8
So I have
to be ready by 8
I went to
check on the tables at the back yard
And
everything was just amazing
I went to
my room
And kept
thinking
My life
is going to change tomorrow
3ady
a9ee7
Why do I
have to be forced to this
A tear
scaped my eyes but I wiped it off quickly
Asoom
came and started helping me with the make up
I just
had a mascara, eyeliner, bronzer, very light layer of gold eye shadow that doesn’t
even shows, and a red lip stick
As soon
as we were done it was 7
Juju
barged into the room as usual and started wearing her clothe
And when
she was done asoom started wearing her clothe
It was my
turn to start wearing my clothe
I went to
my dressing room
And got
dressed up
I wore a
green puffy skirt with some gold in it
I was an Indian
fabric (ma3arf kaif ashra7)
And a
gold stripless body 3ashan they’ll put henna all over my hand
And with
my golden loubi
I got out
of the dressing room
Me: what
do you think?
Asoom:
7abait !!!
Juju:
6ab3an 7lw cause I chose it
They
helped me wear my jewelleries
And then
went down because people started coming
I stayed
at my room
Looking
around
My closet
was empty..
I had a
lot of bags around the room
I kept on
thinking about how my life is going to change
When
suddenly
My mum
entered the room
She
hugged me w grat 3alay
Then told
me to follow her down
I took
slow steps down the stairs
And then
stood infront of the door
Waiting for
my part of the song to come out
As the
door opened I took slow steps to my kosha with a smile plastered on my face
I sat on
my kosha and then the henna ladies started applying henna on my arms and legs
Of course
after taking off my jewelries
They finished
in what was about and hour
But it
felt like centuries
When they
were done
Food was
served and people started eating …
When it
was about 10:30 they announced that 5alid is coming
My henna
was dry and the henna ladies cleaned my hands
Ladies got
their abaya’s on
I stood
up
He entered
W I was
just looking at the floor
I haven’t
seen him for what was about a month..
I was so
shy
He came
Kissed my
head
And stood
right next to me
And we
took pictures
Then sat
5alid
(whispers): m7lwa
I just
giggled ma 3raft sho agool
People started leaving thanks god
My mum
told me and 5alid to go eat inside
I was
hungry bs once I saw the food shba3t
I haven’t
been eating since one week
Mool ma
asht’hy il akl
5alid
started eating
5alid: batmen
chy i6al3een il akl?
Me: mb
yo3ana…
5alid: mb
chana ‘93afty?
Me:
ma3arf..
5alid:
batakleen wla a2aklch?
Me: la
ba3dain youm bayoo3 bakl don’t worry
He didn’t
want to force me
So 5alany
3ala ra7ty
When 5alid
was done with his food
He left
I went to
my room and started crying
Ma3arf
why
Bs knt
wayd 5ayfa from tomorrow
I cried
my eyes out for and hour
Then went
and took a shower
Wore my
pyjamas
And started
roaming around the house
Il jaw
kan 7lw so I went out side to sit beside the pool
And had
my headset on
I was in
my own world
When I felt
I hand on my sholder
Me:
bsmillah 7amood 5awaftny!!
Yes I forgot
to tell you 7amood o5ooy came back 3ashan my wedding <3
7amood:
sho itsaween yalsa hny?
Me:
nothing mafeeny rgad
7amood:
ya3ny lain mta 3afoor? Lain mta batmen chy la takleen wla trgdeen?
Me: sho
asawy?? I can’t eat and I can’t sleep
7amood:
laish inzain??
Me: tgdar
itgool 5ayfa mn bachr?
7amood:
lat5afain 7abeebty inshallah klshay baykoon ok
Me:
inshallah
7amood:
tbain t6l3een?
Me: it’s
2am ! wain inseer?
7amood:
il mazra3a?
Me: gool
walla?!!!
7amood:
walla banrkab 5yool
Me: ok
yalla !!!
7amood:
bateen chy wla bant’3ayreen?
Me: wait
babadl w bard
I ran
upstairs
Changed into
my horse ridding clothe and off we went to the farm
Once I got
on my horse I forgot everything around me
7amood:
3afooor yalla !! bay2athn il fayr 5ala inrd
Me: tawna
yayeen L
7amood:
mn 3 hours w na7na hny yalla bsr3a
Radait il
5ail mkana w went back home
Took a
shower and changed my clothe
7amood
went to sleep and I was left alone
I tried
sleeping but I just couldn’t
I was
checking my bbm
And saw
all the count downs for my wedding and the dp’s
And saw
that asoom just changed her dp
So I started
chatting with her
Me:
ASOOOOM!!!
Asoom:
bsmilllah laish wa3ya?
Me: I can’t
sleep
Asoom:
laish?
Me:
5ayfa..
Asoom:
5alood hny ba3ad ma 5alany argd awanah 5ayf mn bachr
Me: aha
Asoom:
aha sho J? Ya3ny
inty 5ayfa w fhamna ho 5ayf laish?
Me: ask
him why are you asking me?
Asoom:
call me !!
I called
her and starting chatiing with her about tomorrow
I could
hear 5alid’s voice yt7ar6am ma3arf laish
We talked
for hours…
And when
it was 7 oclock asoom decided to sleep
And I was
left alone again ON MY WEDDING DAY !!!
