Chapter 1

I’m a 17 years old girl who just graduated from school. I have long straight hair which is light brown, honey colored eyes, thin but with a body to die for.

I have two loving parents, 2brothers , one is older than me by 2 years which means he is 19 (Mohammed)and one who is 15 years old (Khalifa). I was closer with my older brother. And one lovely 5 years old sister (alia).

I was spoiled by my father even though I wasn’t the youngest.

My father was a well known business man. He was always busy but he finds time for us.

They say life changes when you graduate from high school. I thought my life is going to get better until one day. 

BOOOOM!!!

Everything changed.

My mum enters my room

Mama: 3afra aba aramsch b mwa'9oo3

Me (3afra): ya sure 

Mama: 3afary it3arfeen ana w ubooch in7bch wayd , w il shay ila bansawy '3a9ban 3ana, w lazm itkooneen mt2akda ina lw hal shay mb 7ag ma9la7tch ma kna bansawy....

Me: mama talk sho mastwy 5awafteeny

Mama: 3afary rbee3 ubooch Rashid Al X 56abch 7ag wlda 5alid w obooch 3a6a il rayal klma w it3arfeen ina ubooch msta7eel yrd f kalama 

Me: mama ana ba3adny 9'3eera for god’s sake !!! I’m just 17 w tbony a3ars ! Sorry bs ana mb msta3da a'9ay3 msta8baly , mama ana mb mwaf8a !!!!!!

Mama: mb 3ala kaifch itwaf8een wla la , 5ala9 ubooch 3a6a il rayal klma  

Me: NO WAY ATZAWAJ !!!!!

Mama: ana 5ala9t ily 3ndy , w next week bayoon y56boknch rasmy 

And with that she left me alone 

Tears in my eyes but I couldn't cry

How can my dad do this to me

I was his spoiled child that gets what she wants

I was his favorite child that he can’t refuse what I want

I was the child that doesn’t take "NO" for an answer

And who the hell is this stupid Khalid guy 

Uggghhh

I hate him for ruining my life 

I slept with tears in my eyes refusing to fall

I slept in shock